Hmmm....

January is in full swing, and apparently I have not held up to my end of the bargain on my New Years Resolutions, at all.

I havent blogged...why?  I really have no excuse.  As of January 18th, I am once again a full time student, a full time employee, and a full time wife.  Where will I find the time to get these things done?  I probably should have thought of that before, but oh well, there will be time to sleep later, right?

As far as my weight loss goes, Im at a stand still.  I have come to the realization that its my fault, and that I am doing something wrong.  The lap band is only a tool, and I need to utlize it.  There comes a point where its not easy anymore, and that point has come.  Im ready to buckle down and do what I need to do to get these last 70 pounds off.  September is what I am shooting for as a goal, because ladies and gentlemen, its is no secret that Steven and I are ready to expand our family!   More on that later!

Saving money...well I have done very well in that department either.  I find myself forgetting to pack my lunch or just thinking that buying my lunch is more convienient.  ITS NOT!  Its expensive, and probably another reason that my weight is not budging!

This weekend marks the one year anniversary of my brothers death.  Its been a roller coaster of a year, both emotionally and physically.  I know that nothing I can do will bring him back, but I still want him to be proud of me.  So...My goals are super important, not just for me, but I want to make him, and everyone else proud of me.  I can do this.  Its only 22 days into January.  I have 343 days to get a grip on myself.

My post will start containing more pictures for my own personal accountability, but to also show you what Im made of!

Love,
Staci